Rules Were Meant To Be Broken

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We have been stuck inside because of the weather. Running out of things to do and games to play. The kids are getting antsy. It was another bitter cold day. The boys wanted to play Super Heroes. Dylan went to get his ‘magic boots’ and came downstairs with his sneakers. Their shoes are for outside, [Read On]

When Dad Takes Over

…Woof! Woof! And then the clerk said, ‘No, not 2 barks. Two BUCKS!’ It was immediately followed with fits of laughter. I was in the other room finishing a few things when that caught my attention. Giggles were rolling from the toddlers’ bedroom as their Daddy was telling them a story. I moved a bit [Read On]

Tricky Toddlers

It was nearing nap time. Finally. I wrestled the two toddlers upstairs and began our routine to get them settled in their beds. Except one thing was missing… Mickey Mouse. This was Dylan’s most favorite furry friend. He took his Mickey with him everywhere. …in the car. …to the store. …to visit family. …to eat [Read On]

I’m Just Three

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I am strong and independent. I can get my own juice and dress myself. I am smart. I know my letters, I can count really high, and I’m learning how to draw pictures on my own. …But I still have questions. I’m still learning and am curious about this brand new world around me. And [Read On]

In That Moment

Just a few short hours ago the house was full of energy. Laughter was heard bouncing off of every wall. Wails of happiness intertwined with squeals of joy and barreled through each hallway, spilling over into every room. But now there was a quiet hush throughout the house. Darkness filled the room and I could [Read On]

Please, Let Me

I look into their eyes and see the innocence. The gentleness, the naivete. Fear and sadness grips my heart and I find myself gasping for air. The news of this past week has never been far from my thoughts. As their mother it is my job to keep them safe. To protect them and care [Read On]

Night Time Guilt

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It was a long day. An ugly day. Patience was lost. Tempers were flared. Nerves were on edge. I said things I shouldn’t have and acted in ways that broke my heart. I showed an ugly side. A side that I am not proud of. I was sad, frustrated, and withdrawn. I was angry, swamped, [Read On]

Always Remember

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The way that your smiles light up my life. The way that your laughter bounces off of our walls, echoing straight into my heart. The way that your hugs and kisses and quiet cuddles fuel my soul. Your gentleness. Your kindness. Your sweet and loving nature. The way that you care for your brothers. The [Read On]

A Scary World

He walks to and from school on most days. There are friends close by that he hangs out with. He goes to their houses and plays in their yards. He rides his bike around town and walks to the nearby shopping center. He texts his friends and chats with people on the phone. He uses [Read On]

Little Did I Know

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I knew that the moment I saw him and held him in my arms I would fall hopelessly in love with him. I knew that my heart would swell to a size I never knew possible. I knew that I would do anything for him. I knew that this little being would steal my heart [Read On]